Where teems with first foreshadowings And now without, as if some word And Jenny's cage-bird grown awake And somehow in myself the dawn These cushions thus beneath her head Where my knee was? No, there's your bed, My Jenny, while you dream. I lay among your golden hair, And there Perhaps the subject of your dreams, For still one deems That Jenny's flattering sleep confers New magic on the magic purse, Grim web, how clogged with shrivelled flies! And shape their pictures in the brain. The homage of the dim boudoir; Thrilled into song, the opera-night Breathes faint in the quick pulse of light; Rich wares for choice; or, free to dine, There reigns at least the acknowledged belle Ah Jenny, yes, we know your dreams. For even the Paphian Venus seems A goddess o'er the realms of love, Why, Jenny, waking here alone I think I see you when you wake, Jenny, my love rang true! for still Love at first sight is vague, until That tinkling makes him audible. And must I mock you to the last, Ashamed of my own shame,-aghast Because some thoughts not born amiss Rose at a poor fair face like this? Well, of such thoughts so much I know: In my life, as in hers, they show, By a far gleam which I may near, A dark path I can strive to clear. Only one kiss. Good-bye, my dear. OUR Lombard country-girls along the coast I bought her, with a hilt of horn and pearl. Father, you cannot know of all my thoughts So close they gathered round me-they would all Be with me when I reached the spot at last, To plead my cause with her against herself So changed. O Father, if you knew all this You cannot know, then you would know too, Father, I passed a village-fair upon my road, That day, some three hours afterwards, I found For certain, it must be a parting gift. And, standing silent now at last, I looked Into her scornful face; and heard the sea Still trying hard to din into my ears Some speech it knew which still might change her heart, One moment thus. Another, and her face I could not hear her. Then again I knew "Take it," I said, and held it out to her, While the hilt glanced within my trembling hold; "Take it and keep it for my sake," I said. Her neck unbent not, neither did her eyes Move, nor her foot left beating of the sand; Only she put it by from her and laughed. Father, you hear my speech and not her laugh; But God heard that. Will God remember all? It was another laugh than the sweet sound Shook down in the warm grass as she looked up I had been for nights in hiding, worn and sick Upon the slope with her, and thought the world We seemed there so alone. And soon she told me I thought perhaps she meant that they had died; Into my face and said that yestereve They kissed her long, and wept and made her weep, And then had gone together up the hill Where we were sitting now, and had walked on "I have come up here too; and when this evening Then I bethought me suddenly of the famine; And how the church-steps throughout all the town, When last I had been there a month ago, Swarmed with starved folk; and how the bread was weighed By Austrians armed; and women that I knew For wives and mothers walked the public street, Saying aloud that if their husbands feared To snatch the children's food, themselves would stay Till they had earned it there. So then this child Was piteous to me; for all told me then Her parents must have left her to God's chance, To man's or to the Church's charity, Because of the great famine, rather than To watch her growing thin between their knees. With that, God took my mother's voice and spoke, And sights and sounds came back and things long since, And all my childhood found me on the hills; And so I took her with me. I was young. Scarce man then, Father: but the cause which gave Some wounds already; and I lived alone, Yet a little while I have been speaking to you of some matters I told you how She scorned my parting gift and laughed. And yet I think they laugh in Heaven. I know last night I dreamed I saw into the garden of God, Where women walked whose painted images I have seen with candles round them in the church. They bent this way and that, one to another, Playing and over the long golden hair Of each there floated like a ring of fire Which when she stooped stooped with her, and when she rose Rose with her. Then a breeze flew in among them, As if a window had been opened in heaven For God to give His blessing from, before This world of ours should set; (for in my dream I thought our world was setting, and the sun That called them; and they threw their tresses back, That she was standing there with her long locks For always when I see her now, she laughs. I brought her from the city-one such day Made of our coloured glass-ware, in his hands And him she kissed and me, and fain would know |