Mercy! Sir, what mean you? Mar. You have a Daughter! Oh that she were here! She hath an eye that sinks into all hearts, And if I have in aught offended Soon would her gentle voice make peace be.
Mar. (aside). I do believe he weeps-I could weep too
There is a vein of her voice that runs through his:
Even such a Man my fancy bodied forth From the first moment that I loved the Maid; And for his sake I loved her more: these tears- I did not think that aught was left in me Of what I have been-yes, I thank thee, Heaven!
One happy thought has passed across my -It may not be-I am cut off from man; No more shall I be man-no more shall I Have human feelings!-(To HERBERT)-Now, for a little more About your Daughter!
Troops of armed men, Met in the roads, would bless us; little children, Rushing along in the full tide of play, Stood silent as we passed them! I have heard The boisterous carman, in the miry road, Check his loud whip and hail us with mild voice, And speak with milder voice to his poor beasts. Mar. And whither were you going? Her. Learn, young Man, To fear the virtuous, and reverence misery, Whether too much for patience, or, like mine, Softened till it becomes a gift of mercy. Mar. Now, this is as it should be! Her.
My Daughter does not know how weak I am; And, as thou see'st, under the arch of heaven Here do I stand, alone, to helplessness, By the good God, our common Father, doom-
Whom no one comes to meet, I stood alone;- I murmured-but, remembering Him who feeds The pelican and ostrich of the desert, From my own threshold I looked up to Heaven And did not want glimmerings of quiet hope. So, from the court I passed, and down the brook, Led by its murmur, to the ancient oak
I came; and when I felt its cooling shade, I sate me down, and cannot but believe- While in my lap I held my little Babe And clasped her to my heart. my heart that
More with delight than grief-I heard a voice Such as by Cherith on Elijah called:
It said, "I will be with thee." A little boy, A shepherd-lad, ere yet my trance was gone, Hailed us as if he had been sent from heaven, And said, with tears, that he would be our guide: I had a better guide-that innocent Babe--- Her, who hath saved me, to this hour, from harm,
From cold, from hunger, penury, and death;
To whom I owe the best of all the good I have, or wish for, upon earth-and more And higher far than lies within earth's bounds; Therefore I bless her: when I think of Man, I bless her with sad spirit,-when of God, I bless her in the fulness of my joy!
Mar. The name of daughter in his mouth, he prays!
With nerves so steady, that the very flies Sit unmolested on his staff. -Innocent!-- If he were innocent-then he would tremble And be disturbed, as I am. (Turning aside). I
In Story, what men now alive have witnessed, How, when the People's mind was racked with doubt,
Appeal was made to the great Judge: the Accused
With naked feet walked over burning ploughshares.
Here is a Man by Nature's hand prepared For a like trial, but more merciful. Why else have I been led to this bleak Waste? Bare is it, without house or track, and destitute Of obvious shelter, as a shipless sea. Here will I leave him-here-All-seeing God! Such as he is, and sore perplexed as I am,. I will commit him to this final Ordeal!- He heard a voice-a shepherd-lad came to him And was his guide; if once, why not again, And in this desert? If never-then the whole Of what he says, and looks, and does, and is, Makes up one damning falschood. Leave him
Yea, from the utmost corners of the earth, That Woman will come o'er this Waste to save thee.
[He pauses and looks at HERBERT's staff. Ha! what is here? and carved by her own hand! [Reads upon the staff. "I am eyes to the blind, saith the Lord. He that puts his trust in me shall not fail!" Yes, be it so:-repent and be forgivenGod and that staff are now thy only guides.
He leaves HERBERT on the Moor.
And breath and being; where he cannot govern, He will destroy.
Lacy. To have been trapped like moles! Yes, you are right, we need not hunt for motives:
There is no crime from which this man would shrink;
He recks not human law; and I have noticed That often when the name of God is uttered, A sudden blankness overspreads his face.
Len. Yet, reasoner as he is, his pride has built
Some uncouth superstition of its own. Wal. I have seen traces of it. Len.
Once he headed A band of Pirates in the Norway seas; And when the King of Denmark summoned him
To the oath of fealty, I well remember, Twas a strange answer that he made; he said, "I hold of Spirits, and the Sun in heaven." Lacy. He is no madman. Wal. A most subtle doctor Were that man, who could draw the line that parts
Pride and her daughter, Cruelty, from Madness, That should be scourged, not pitied. Restless Minds,
Such Minds as find amid their fellow-men No heart that loves them, none that they can love,
Will turn perforce and seek for sympathy In dim relation to imagined Beings.
One of the Band. What if he mean to offer up our Captain
An expiation and a sacrifice
To those infernal fiends!
About you still; you talk of solitude- I am your friend. Mar. What need of this assurance At any time? and why given now? Osw.
Because You are now in truth my Master; you have taught me
What there is not another living man Had strength to teach;-and therefore gratitude Is bold, and would relieve itself by praise. Mar. Wherefore press this on me? Osw. Because I feel That you have shown, and by a signal instance, How they who would be just must seek the rule
By diving for it into their own bosoms. To-day you have thrown off a tyranny That lives but in the torpid acquiescence Of our emasculated souls, the tyranny Of the world's masters, with the musty rules By which they uphold theircraft fromage to age: You have obeyed the only law that sense Submits to recognise; the immediate law, From the clear light of circumstances, flashed Upon an independent Intellect. Henceforth new prospects open on your path, Your faculties should grow with the demand; I still will be your friend, will cleave to you Through good and evil, obloquy and scorn, Oft as they dare to follow on your steps. Mar. I would be left alone. Osw. (exultingly).
I know your motives! I am not of the world's presumptuous judges, Who damn where they can neither see nor feel, With a hard-hearted ignorance; your struggles I witnessed, and now hail your victory. Mar. Spare me awhile that greeting. Osw.
It may be, That some there are, squeamish half-thinking cowards,
Who will turn pale upon you, call you murderer, And you will walk in solitude among them. A mighty evil for a strong-built mind!- Join twenty tapers of unequal height And light them joined, and you will see the less How 'twill burn down the taller; and they all Shall prey upon the tallest. Solitude!- The Eagle lives in Solitude!
The Sparrow so on the house-top, and I,
Osw. Action is transitory-a step, a blow, The motion of a muscle-this way or that- 'Tis done, and in the after-vacancy We wonder at ourselves like men betrayed: Suffering is permanent, obscure and dark, And shares the nature of infinity. Mar. Truth-and I feel it. Osw.
What if you had bid Eternal farewell to unmingled joy
And the light dancing of the thoughtless heart; It is the toy of fools, and little fit
For such a world as this. The wise abjure All thoughts whose idle composition lives In the entire forgetfulness of pain.
-I see I have disturbed you.
Osw. Compassion! -pity! - pride can do without them;
And what if you should never know them more! He is a puny soul who, feeling pain, Finds ease because another feels it too. If e'er I open out this heart of mine It shall be for a nobler end- to teach And not to purchase puling sympathy. Nay, you are pale. Mar.
It cannot live with thought; think on, think on, And it will die. What! in this universe, Where the least things control the greatest, where
The faintest breath that breathes can move a
What! feel remorse, where, if a cat had sneezed, A leaf had fallen, the thing had never been Whose very shadow gnaws us to the vitals. Mar. Now, whither are you wandering?
So used to suit his language to the time, Should thus so widely differ from himself- is most strange. Osw.
Murder!-what's in the word !—
I have no cases by me ready made
To fit all deeds. Carry him to the Camp!
It throbs, and you have a heart that does not feel it.
Mar. (exultingly). She is innocent.
[He embraces her. Osw. (aside). Were I a Moralist, I should make wondrous revolution here; It were a quaint experiment to show The beauty of truth- [Addressing them. I see I interrupt you: I shall have business with you, Marmaduke: Follow me to the Hostel. [Exit OSWALD. Idon. Marmaduke,
This is a happy day. My Father soon Shall sun himself before his native doors; The lame, the hungry, will be welcome there. No more shall he complain of wasted strength, Of thoughts that fail, and a decaying heart: His good works will be balm and life to him. Mar. This is most strange!-I know not what it was,
But there was something which most plainly said,
That thou wert innocent. Idon.
Oh heavens! you've been deceived. Mar.
To bring perdition on the universe. Idon. Already I've been punished to the height Of my offence.
[Smiling affectionately. I see you love me still, The labours of my hand are still your joy; Bethink you of the hour when on your shoulder 1 hung this belt.
[Pointing to the belt on which was sus- pended HERBERT's scrip. Mercy of Heaven.
Mar. [Sinks. Idon. What ails you! [Distractedly. Mar. The scrip that held his food, and I forgot
To give it back again! Idon. What mean your words? Mar. I know not what I said-all may be well.
Idon. That smile hath life in it! Mar.
This road is perilous; I will attend you to a Hut that stands Near the wood's edge-rest there to-night,
Enter ELDREd. Better this bare rock, Though it were tottering over a man's head, Than a tight case of dungeon walls for shelter From such rough dealing.
[A moaning voice is heard. Ha! what sound is that? Trees creaking in the wind (but none are here) Send forth such noises-and that weary bell! Surely some evil Spirit abroad to-night Is ringing it 'twould stop a Saint in prayer, And that-what is it? never was sound so like A human groan. Ha! what is here? Poor
ManMurdered! alas! speak-speak, I am your friend:
No answer-hush--lost wretch, he lifts his
And lays it to his heart-(Kneels to him). I pray you speak! What has befallen you? Her. feebly).
A stranger has done this, And in the arms of a stranger I must die. Eld. Nay, think not so; come, let me raise [Raises him. This is a dismal place-well-that is well- I was too fearful-take me for your guide And your support-my hut is not far off.
[Draws him gently off the stage.
SCENE, a room in the Hostel-MARMADUKE and OSWALD.
Mar. But for Idonea!-I have cause to think That she is innocent.
Osw. Leave that thought awhile, As one of those beliefs which in their hearts Lovers lock up as pearls, though oft no better Than feathers clinging to their points of passion.
This day's event has laid on me the duty Of opening out my story; you must hear it, And without further preface. In my youth, Except for that abatement which is paid By envy as a tribute to desert,
I was the pleasure of all hearts, the darling Of every tongue-as you are now. You've
That I embarked for Syria. On our voyage Was hatched among the crew a foul Conspiracy Against my honour, in the which our Captain Was, I believed, prime Agent. The wind fell; We lay becalmed week after week, until The water of the vessel was exhausted; I felt a double fever in my veins, Yet rage suppressed itself:-to a deep stillness Did my pride tame my pride;--for many days, On a dead sea under a burning sky, I brooded o'er my injuries, deserted By man and nature;-if a breeze had blown, It might have found its way into my heart, And I had been-no matter-do you mark me? Mar. Quick-to the point-if any untold
Nor any living thing whose lot of life Might stretch beyond the measure of one
To dig for water on the spot, the Captain Landed with a small troop, myself being one: There I reproached him with his treachery. Imperious at all times, his temper rose;
He struck me; and that instant had I killed him,
And put an end to his insolence, but my Com- rades
Rushed in between us: then did I insist (All hated him, and I was stung to madness) hat we should leave him there, alive!-we did so.
Mar. And he was famished? Ost. Naked was the spot; Methinks I see it now-how in the sun Its stony surface glittered like a shield; And in that miserable place we left him, Alone but for a swarm of minute creatures Not one of which could help him while alive, Or mourn him dead.
A man by men cast off, Left without burial! nay, not dead nor dying, But standing, walking, stretching forth his
In all things like ourselves, but in the agony With which he called for mercy; and-even
He was forsaken? Osw. There is a power in sounds: The cries he uttered might have stopped the
That bore us through the water
You returned Upon that dismal hearing-did you not? Osw. Some scoffed at him with hellish mockery,
And laughed so loud it seemed that the smooth
Did from some distant region echo us.
Osw. I hid my head within a Convent, there Lay passive as a dormouse in mid winter. That was no life for me--I was o'erthrown But not destroyed.
Mar. The proofs--you ought to have seen The guilt-have touched it-felt it at your heart- As I have done.
Osw. A fresh tide of Crusaders Drove by the place of my retreat: three nighe Did constant meditation dry my blood; Three sleepless nights I passed in sounding on, Through words and things, a dim and perilous way:
And, wheresoe'er I turned me, I beheld A slavery compared to which the dungeon And clanking chains are perfect liberty. You understand me--I was comforted; I saw that every possible shape of action Might lead to good-I saw it and burst forth Thirsting for some of those exploits that fill The earth for sure redemption of lost peace.
[Marking MARMADUKE'S countenance Nay, you have had the worst. Ferocity Subsided in a moment, like a wind That drops down dead out of a sky it vexed. And yet had within me evermore
A salient spring of energy; I mounted From action up to action with a mind That never rested-without meat or drink Have I lived many days-my sleep was bound
Mar. We all are of one blood, our veins are To purposes of reason-not a dream
But had a continuity and substance That waking life had never power to give.
Mar. O wretched Human-kind!-Until the mystery
Of all this world is solved, well may we envy The worm, that, underneath a stone whose weight
Would crush the lion's paw with mortal anguish, Doth lodge, and feed, and coil, and sleep, in safety.
Fell not the wrath of Heaven upon those traitors?
Osw. Give not to them a thought. From Palestine
We marched to Syria: oft I left the Camp, When all that multitude of hearts was still, And followed on, through woods of gloomy cedar,
Into deep chasms troubled by roaring streams: Or from the top of Lebanon surveyed The moonlight desert, and the moonlight sea: In these my lonely wanderings I perceived What mighty objects do impress their forms To elevate our intellectual being:
And felt, if aught on earth deserves a curse, 'Tis that worst principle of ill which dooms A thing so great to perish self-consumed -So much for my remorse!
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