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with those friends whom I am on the

point of meeting.’
“‘ May I know the names and resi.

dence of those friends o'

“I paused. This, I thought, was

the moment of decision, which was to rob me of, or bestow happiness on me for ever. I struggled vainly for firmness sufficient to answer him, but the effort destroyed all my remaining

strength; I sank on the chair, and

sobbed aloud. At that moment I heard
the steps of my younger protectors. I
had not a moment to lose; but, seizing
the hand of the old man, I cried, ‘Now
is the time!—save and protect me!
You and your family are the friends
whom I seek. Do not you desert me
in the hour of trial l’
“‘ Great God l’exclaimed the old
man, “who are you?'
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was opened, and Felix, Safie, and Agatha entered. Who can describe their horror and consternation on beholding me? Agatha fainted; and Safie, unable to attend to her friend, rushed out of the cottage. Felix darted forward, and with supernatural force tore me from his father, to whose knees I clung: in a transport of fury, he dashed me to the ground, and struck me violently with a stick. I could have torn him limb from limb, as the lion rends the antelope. But my heart sunk within me as with bitter sickness, and I refrained. I saw him on the point of repeating his blow, When, overcome by pain and anguish, I quitted the cottage, and in the general tumult escaped unperceived to my hovel.

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&c. Cursed, cursed creator : Why did to I live * Why, in that instant, did I not extinguish the spark of existence which you had so wantonly bestowed | I know not; despair had not yet taken to possession of me; my feelings were those of rage and revenge. I could on with pleasure have destroyed the cot. a tage and its inhabitants, and have glutted myself with their shrieks and mi- i. sery. - | “When might came, I quitted my retreat, and wandered in the wood; and now, no longer restrained by the to fear of discovery, I gave vent to my anguish in fearful howlings. I was like a wild beast that had broken the toils; destroying the objects that obstructed me, and ranging through the wood with a stag-like swiftness. Oh! what a miserable night I passed the cold stars shone in mockery, and the bare trees waved their branches above me: now and then the sweet voice of a bird burst forth amidst the universal stillness. All, save I, were at rest or in enjoyment: I, like the arch fiend, bore a hell within me; and, finding myself unsympathized with, wished to tear up the trees, spread havoc and destruction around me, and then to have sat down and enjoyed the ruin. “But this was a luxury of sensation that could not endure; I became fatigued with excess of bodily exertion, and sank on the damp grass in the WOL. II. G o

sick impotence of despair. There was none among the myriads of men that existed who would pity or assist me; and should I feel kindness towards my enemies? No: from that moment I declared everlasting war against the species, and, more than all, against him who had formed me, and sent me forth to this insupportable misery. “ The sun rose; I hea. J the voices of men, and knew that it was impossible to return to my retreat during that day. Accordingly I hid myself in some thick underwood, determining to devote the ensuing hours to reflection on my situation. “ The pleasant sunshine, and the pure air of day, restored me to some degree of tranquillity; and when I considered what had passed at the cottage, I could not help believing that I had been too hasty in my conclusions.

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