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from the first shock it had sustained.

I shunned the face of man; all sound.

of joy or complacency was torture to me; solitude was my only consolation— deep, dark, death-like solitude. My father observed with pain the alteration perceptible in my disposition and habits, and endeavoured to reason with me on the folly of giving way to immoderate grief. “Do you think, Victor,”

said he, “that I do not suffer also 2 No.

one could love a child more than I

loved your brother;” (tears came into

his eyes as he spoke); “but is it not a duty to the survivors, that we should refrain from augmenting their unhappiness by an appearance of immoderate grief? It is also a duty owed to yourself; for excessive sorrow prevents improvement or enjoyment, or even the discharge of daily usefulness, without which no man is fit for society.”

. This advice, although good, was totally inapplicable to my case; I should have been the first to hide my grief, and console my friends, if remorse had not mingled its bitterness with my other sensations. Now I could only answer my father with a look of despair, and endeavour to hide myself from his view. About this time weretired to our house at Belrive. This change was particularly agreeable to me. The shutting of the gates regularly at ten o'clock, and the impossibility of remaining on the lake after that hour, had rendered our residence within the walls of Geneva very irksome to me. I was now free. Often, after the rest of the family had retired for the night, I took the boat, and passed many hours upon the water. Sometimes, with my sails set, I was carried by the wind ; and sometimes, after rowing into the middle of the lake, I

left the boat to pursue its own course,
and gave way to my own miserable re-
flections. I was often tempted, when all
was at peace around me, and I the only
unquiet thing that wandered restless in
a scene so beautiful and heavenly, if
I except some bat, or the frogs, whose
harsh and interrupted croaking was
heard only when I approached the
shore—often, I say, I was tempted to
plunge into the silent lake, that the
waters might close over me and my ca-
lamities for ever. But I was restrained,
when I thought of the heroic and suf-
fering Elizabeth, whom I tenderly loved,
and whose existence was bound up in
mine. I thought also of my father,
and surviving brother: should I by my
base desertion leave them exposed and
unprotected to the malice of the fiend
whom I had let loose among them?
At these moments I wept bitterly,
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and wished that peace would revisit my mind only that I might afford them consolation and happiness. But that could not be. Remorse extinguished every hope. I had been the author of unalterable evils; and I lived in daily fear, lest the monster whom I had created should perpetrate some new wickedness. I had an obscure feeling that all was not over, and that he would still commit some signal crime, which by its enormity should almost efface the recollection of the past. There was always scope for fear, so long as any thing I loved remained behind. My abhorrence of this fiend cannot be coneeived. When I thought of him, I gnashed my teeth, my eyes became inflamed, and I ardently wished to extinguish that life which I had so thoughtlessly bestowed. When I reflected on his crimes and malice, my hatred and

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revenge burst all bounds of moderation.
I would have made a pilgrimage to the
highest peak of the Andes, could I, when
there, have precipitated him to their
base. I wished to see him again, that
! might wreak the utmost extent of
*8°r on his head, and avenge the
deaths of William and Justine.
9"r house was the house of mourn-
ing. My father's health was deeply
shaken by the horror of the recent
events. Elizabeth was sad and despond-
ing; she no longer took delight in her or-

dinary occupations; all pleasure seemed

to her sacrilege toward the dead; eter-
mal woe and tears she then thought was
*just tribute she should pay to inno-
*e so blasted and destroyed. She
**o longer that happy creature, who
***rlier youth wandered with me on
the banks of the lake, and talked with
*ey of our future prospects. She

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