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ed cry of a breaking heart; "father has told | go to work at Mr. Emerson's to-morrow. Mabel me. I know you can not give up your music, will be mine. Music must be given up-my and I can't disobey my father. We must-" dreams-my ambition."

She could not finish the sentence. Her voice broke up into sobs; and Joseph Thorne drew her shivering form to his bosom. Swift as lightning the thought flashed through his mind that thus Heaven had taught him his duty. He had not considered her suffering before. What claim had the world on him, what claim his beloved music, that could be weighed for one instant with this breaking heart-this pure woman's heart, which was all his own? He pressed his lips to the forehead lying against his breast. He said, very tenderly,

"Hush, Mabel-hush, darling! I have decided for us both. God has joined us together, and nothing can put us asunder. I shall accept your father's proposal. What would music be to me without you-you, my soul's best music? If I went forth without you into the world, the thought of Mabel alone and suffering would unnerve me and make me powerless. What could I give forth but utterances of despair? No; God calls me to stay here. Look up, my darling, my pure wife, Mabel! You do not fear I should ever tire of you?"

His mother interrupted him with her sobs. She clasped him in her arms. She wept over him; she, who had gloried so in his gift, who, ever since he had been laid, her first-born, upon her breast, had understood him and lived in his life. And he wept with her. He was not too proud, with his mother's arms around him, to weep for the far-off fame-wreaths of which his ambition had vainly dreamed-wreaths which he must never more hope to gather. That night neither of them slept. He laid his head, as in boyhood, upon her motherly heart. He breathed into her sympathetic ears all the hopes and longings which this decision had crushed, and all the other hopes and longings, which were blooming now brighter than ever, which clustered around Mabel's name. And his mother comforted him.

The next morning he commenced his task under Farmer Emerson. His heart was almost buoyant, despite all he had resigned, for he had had a few moments' conversation with MabelMabel, who was to be all his own. She looked so lovely in her fresh calico morning dress! The light of hope sparkled in her eyes, and sat serene

She raised her eyes, and looked long and ly upon her brow. Surely that beloved smile earnestly into his face.

would have power to brighten any fate.

But the task which was set him, light as it seemed, taxed all his energies. The delicate, study-loving youth was not used to labor. The sun scorched his slender hands pitilessly; the sweat stood in great, bead-like drops upon his brow. It was a comfort when the horn sound

"No, Joseph, no! I do not fear you will tire of me, for I know your steadfast nature. I know God has made us one. But it will break your heart to give up your fame, your calling, your beloved music. Better give up Mabel. Better wait a few years until life, troubled human life, is over. I know God will give us to each oth-ed for dinner. It was a sorely-needed refresher in heaven. Go, Joseph; I am not selfish. I will believe that you love me always. It shall be the glory of my life. You must go to your career, your duty."

"My career is here. My duty is here. My world is in your heart, your priceless heart. Nay, Mabel, I have decided. Urge me not. How could my heart break for music when the clinging tendrils of your love bound it together? Be satisfied and smile, for I shall be happy."

ment to sit in the farmer's porch, while Mabel brought cool, sparkling water to lave his burning, dusty face.

Day after day passed on, and he never faltered. With steady, unflagging industry he performed whatever tasks were appointed, and as rapidly as possible made himself master of all the mysteries of farming. But he drooped under his uncongenial toil. Even Mr. Emerson could see this, but he predicted "the boy would With these words, and such as these, he soothed grow stronger and get used to it in time." Maher; in some measure he won her from her sor- bel saw more clearly, and the hope in her eyes row, and yet, though the smiles came to her lips grew less steadfast. Often, when he came to at his bidding, in her heart was a prophetic si- | her in the evening, tired and worn, she would lence of fear, lest, in giving up his music, her say, lover gave up the best half of himself.

They went together at length to her father, and, holding in his the hand of his betrothed, Joseph Thorne said,

"I require no longer time, Mr. Emerson. I have decided. Your daughter is more to me than all things else. I give up all for her. I accept your offer with thanks. To-morrow I will come and place my time at your disposal.”

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It is no use. You will have to give it up, or it will kill you. Besides, I can see your heart is breaking.”

And he would strive to answer cheerfully. "Nonsense! I am tired, but my heart's all right; and you know, dear, it will be so much easier when we get a place of our own. I need only do the lightest work then."

But he could not blind Mabel's clear eyes. And then he went home to his mother. It It was during Ole Bull's first visit to this was dark, but there was no light. She had country, and, as the autumn grew into winter. been sitting alone, absorbed in her anxious, the papers were full of his success. They often thoughts. He knelt at her feet as in his early boyhood days, and told her his story.

"All is settled now," he said, steadily.

read of him together; of his slight, swaying figure, his face so calm and spiritual, and the won"Iderful music which seemed the voice of his soul.

One morning, with a paper in his hand, Joseph | he had decided, but Mabel saw how it would be Thorne came to Mabel. His face was kindled with enthusiasm. His eyes flashed, and his manner was eager and hurried.

"See here, Mabel," he said; "he plays at New Haven to-night. Only thirty miles off. I can resist the temptation no longer. I must go. There is not much to do on the farm, and I can borrow your father's horse. Oh, Mabel! it will give me new life."

all along. Not for an instant did she beguile
herself with false hopes. He went. The fare-
well kisses of two pure women, mother and
betrothed, were upon his lips. Their blessings
were the last sound in his ears.
Their prayers
followed him. He seemed to suffer more than
Mabel in the prolonged agony of their parting.
Twenty times he was on the point of giving up
his career, his future, to stay with her, but she
would not suffer it. She sustained him, she
cheered him; she who knew better than him-
self how impossible for him was any other life
than the one which had haunted all the dreams
of his boyhood. When he was gone at length

She entered eagerly into his plans. Her father did not oppose them, and in half an hour he had started. Most tenderly had he bidden his betrothed the good-by which was to be so brief, and she stood at the gate and watched him with a cheerful smile until his eyes, look-—when anxious eyes, strained ever so widely, ing back, could discern her no longer. Then she went into the house, and the grief smothered, woman-like, for his sake burst forth.

"Oh," she murmured, "he will never be the same to me again-I feel it. This music will speak to him like a clarion. It will awake him from dreams. His life-work will rise up before him, and the necessity to go forth and do it will be upon his soul. And I-woe is me!-how shall I learn to live without him? Hush, selfish heart! Wouldst thou hold him back from his true life, weak spirit?"

But the chidden agony would come back again. The vail was rent away from the pale brow of the future. Swift and sure she saw her fate coming toward her. All that day, all that night, all the next day, she wrestled with it, but still its face was set resolutely toward her --still its steps were onward.

It was almost nightfall when the watched-for figure came in sight. She went to the gate to meet him. He sprang from the horse and folded her in his arms. His kisses thrilled upon her lips, yet even then she felt there had been a change. She drew him into the house and questioned him eagerly. It had been as she expected. The wonderful music had troubled all the depths of his nature. It had bound him captive. In vain he struggled against the chain. Unfalteringly she gave her counsel. "Go!" she said; "you must go! I told you it would break your heart to give it up; and see, already in these few months you have grown prematurely old, and weary, and feeble. Go! you will be false to the highest part of your nature if you do not serve your soul's master. It is the task God himself has set you; it is not yours to deliberate whether you will accept it." "But you, Mabel, my life's life-I can not give you up."

For one moment the white face grow whiter. But there came no quiver into her quiet tones.

could not catch another glimpse of the beloved form-the two women, both bereft of their dearest thing in life, went in silence, each into her own home, to struggle alone with her sorrow. In that hour there could be no partnership of grief.

Mabel suffered most. It was natural for the mother to wish her son to go out into the world, to do and be all that God gave him power; and whatever change came to him the one tie could never be broken-he would be her son always. But to Mabel, despite her strong faith in him, the light of her life seemed to have gone ou and her soul shuddered-alone in the darkness. She had exhausted all her energy in soothing and encouraging him. She had none left to struggle with the grim presentiment which oppressed her own spirit.

She had always been strong, in spite of the extreme delicacy of her figure, and she did not grow feeble even now. She did all her accustomed duties with her usual energy. There was no visible change, save that her lips smiled a little more seldom, and her cheek was white as marble. She seemed to strive to be continually occupied, as if fearful if she gave herself time to confront her grief it would overmaster her.

Her face always brightened after a letter from her betrothed. They were not very frequent, but when they did come they overflowed with love and hope. She felt that now, indeed, was he living his true life. Nor had success been so very difficult to him. Ole Bull had been his friend. He had sought, at once, the gifted Norwegian. In secret, for he was not one to bestow his benefactions in public, the master performer had given him a few hints, a few instructions, that he might know better how to translate his soul's depths into his music.

Soon Mabel heard of him. He was making a tour under an assumed name, to which only those who loved him best had the key, and every where he was-as Mabel had felt he must ever be successful. The small country places where he was making his first trial of strength were moved as they had never been before. No mind so dull but his tones made themselves understood. The country press was full of his A troubled, anxious week intervened before praises. This young performer-they wroto

"You need not give me up. I shall be yours only, till I die; nor need we despair. If you succeed, perhaps my father will give me to you. I believe he will, he loves me so. succeed, you must succeed. there is no such word as fail. right."

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He it was whose royal pleasure
Clothed the woods in gold and purple;

He it was whose fickle pleasure

Growing in the father's garden,
Filled his hope with crimson promise-

They were gone in early June.
Then there came a tiny daughter,
Learned to kiss and call him "Father;"
Vanished like an April snow-flake;

And the mother followed soon.

Then his face grew dark and stony,
Then his soul shut up in sorrow,
As a flower shuts at nightfall

From the dampness and the cold;
Till a sister, dying, left him
Her one child, a blue-eyed darling,
Whose dear love and tender graces

Kept his heart from growing old.

Clothed them, stripped and left them bare; Maidenhood stole softly on her,

Then, as if in late contrition,
Summoned back the truant summer,
Wove of smoke an azure mantle

For the shivering earth to wear.

Poor amends the Indian summer
Made, with all its pitying sunshine,
For the loss of leafy glory,

Painted flower, and singing-bird;
So from rocks, and trees, and hedges,
From the fallen leaves and grasses,
Came a sound of mourning, as the
Melancholy breezes stirred.

Yet the train of hale October
Rang with laughter, song, and dancing,
As the young men and the maidens

Sang and danced the harvest-home;
As from many a low-roofed farm-house
Flashed the lights of merry-making,
Rose the note of ready-making

For the merriment to come.

Pleasant was the starry evening-
Pleasant, though the air was chilly-
When the youths and maidens gathered
At the call of David Lee-
David Lee, the hearty farmer,
Who had wrestled with his acres,
And in barn, and stack, and cellar
Stored the spoils of victory.

As the beaks of captured vessels,
Gilded ensigns, suits of armor,
Shone as trophies on the temples
Of the gods, in classic days,
So around the farmer's kitchen
Hung long rows of golden melons;
So along the farmer's rafters

Hung festoons of perfect maize.

Not a child had Farmer David-
He had known the loss of children-
Known a parent's voiceless anguish,

When the rose forsakes the cheek;
When the hand grows thin and thinner,
And the pulses fainter, feebler;
When the eyes are sunk and leaden,

And the tongue forgets to speak.

Like the changing of the seasons, Till the neighbors came to think her Beautiful as one could be;

And the young men, when they met her, Blushed, they knew not why, and stammered, And would prize a kingdom cheaper

Than a smile of Helen Lee.

In the barn the youths and maidens
Stripped the corn of husk and tassel,
Warmed the chillness of October

With the life of spring and May;
While through every chink, the lanterns
And sonorous gusts of laughter
Made assault on night and silence
With the counterfeit of day.

Songs were sung-sweet English ballads, Which their fathers and their mothers Sang together by the rivers

Of the dear old father-land;

Tales were told-quaint English stories--
Tales of humor and of pathos;
Tales of love, and home, and fireside,

That a child could understand.

Most they called on Richard Miller,
Prince among the story-tellers;
Young and graceful, strong and handsome,
Rich in all that blesses life;
For his stories ended happy-
Ended always with a marriage;
Every youth became a husband,

Every maid became a wife.

So he told how Harry Marline
Roved about the world a long time,
Then returned to find the maiden

Whom he loved had proven trueHow he brought home gold and silver, How they made a famous wedding; And he closed by saying slyly,

"An example, girls, for you!" Then said Helen, smiling archly, "I will never have a husband!" And the ear which she was husking Fell into the basket, red;

Whereupon they clapped and shouted, For a red ear means a lover,

And the maiden, vexed and blushing, In the shadow hid her head.

Soon the jest was quite forgotten,
And her face again she lifted
To behold his eyes upon her

With a look so strange and new,
That when games and dancing followed,
And she chanced to touch his fingers,
In her hand she felt a tremor,

On her cheek a warmer hue.

When the candles burning dimly,
Flaring, smoking in the socket,
Sent the party homeward, shouting
Through the starlight crisp and clear,
Richard lingered in the door-way,
Took the bashful hand of Helen,
Whispered softly in the darkness

Pleasant words for maid to hear.

When she sought her little chamber,
Long she could not sleep for thinking
Of his looks, his voice, and language,

For the youth had turned her head;
In her dreams she murmured, "Richard;"
When she woke, her thought was, "Richard;"
When she bade "Good-morning, father!"

"Richard," she had almost said.

Oh, the pleasant, pleasant autumn!
How it seemed like spring-time to them!
How the flowers budded, blossomed

In their hearts afresh each day!
Oh, the walks they had together
From the singing-schools and parties,
In the white and frosty moonlight,

In the starlight cold and gray! Oh, the happy winter evenings! Long, indeed, to want and sickness, Short enough to youth and maiden By the hearth of David Lee; Looking in each other's faces, Listening to each other's voices, Blonding with the golden Present

Golden days that were to be.

When the voice of Spring was calling to the towers in field and forest, "It is time to waken, children!"

And the flowers obeyed the call; When the cattle on the hill-side, And the fishes in the river, Pult anew the joy of living, Was a wedding festival.

Vidots and honey-suckles
Bhammed on window-sill and mantle,
On the old clock's oaken turret,

In the young bride's flaxen hair; And the sweet-briar filled the morning With its eloquence of odor

is is cold, but love can warm it; Oh, be faithful, happy pair!"

Solemnly the village pastor.

Said the simple marriage-service.
Then came one, with roguish twinkle,
Asking, "Had another heard

Of a certain little maiden

Who would never have a husband?'" And the young bride turned to Richard, Smiled, but answered not a word.

And as Farmer Lee looked on them,
Down his cheek the tears were falling,
But a light shone from his features
On the circle gathered round,
As he leaned on Richard's shoulder,
Saying, "Friends, be happy with me,
For I have not lost a daughter,

"But a worthy son have found!"

WH

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CLUBS AND CLUB-MEN. HY does not some great author write the "Mysteries of the Club-houses, or St. James's Street Unvailed ?" asks Mr. Thackeray, in whose works the London clubs and their habitués play no unimportant part. "History" the great Snobographer does not deal in; but who has not laughed sadly at his club portraits in that funniest and most melancholy of books, the Book of Snobs? Who does not remember Jawkins in the coffee-room of the "No Surrender" Club, waving the Standard, swaggering and haranguing; or Spitfire, great upon foreign affairs, and oracular upon the treasons of Lord Palmerston and the designs of Russia; or Fawney, with shining boots and endless greasy simper, taking a profound interest in every goodnatured man's business and dinner; or Captain Shindy, throwing all the club into an uproar about the quality of his mutton-chop; or Messrs. Spavin and Cockspur, growling together in a corner about sporting matters; or Wiggle and Waggle, the lady-killers; or Hawkins, with his handkerchief and great resonant nose; or Sir Thomas de Boots, the great military swell; or Horace Fogey; or the Major: are they not all written down, and do they not all live?

Looking at the matter seriously, there is no doubt that a faithful history of the London clubs would be a history of London manners from Shakspeare down to the present time, and would throw light on some queer traits of the times, and of the great men who made the times.

The most famous of the earlier London Clubs was the Mermaid, said to have been founded by Sir Walter Raleigh, and attended by Shakspeare, Ben Jonson, Beaumont, Fletcher, Seldon, Donne, and others, the élite of the Elizabethan era. Alas! there was neither a Pepys nor a Boswell at that time to hand down to us the crumbs of wit that fell from the table of those giants of old. We are merely tantalized by Beaumont thus alluding to them, when writing from the country to his friend and fellowlaborer, Fletcher.

"What things have we seen Done at the Mermaid! heard words that have been So nimble and so full of subtle flame,

As if that every one from whom they came

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