A stone is flung into some sleeping tarn, The circle widens till it lip the marge, Spread the slow smile thro' all her company. For Arthur, loving his young knight, withheld Three knights were thereamong; and they too According to her promise, and remain smiled, Scorning him; for the lady was Ettarre, And she was a great lady in her land. Again she said, "O wild and of the woods, Knowest thou not the fashion of our speech? Or have the Heavens but given thee a fair face, Lacking a tongue ?" "O damsel," answer'd he, "I woke from dreams; and coming out of gloom Was dazzled by the sudden light, and crave Pardon but will ye to Caerleon? I Go likewise: shall I lead you to the King?" "Lead then," she said; and thro' the woods they went. And while they rode, the meaning in his eyes, Raw, yet so stale!" But since her mind was bent And when they reach'd Caerleon, ere they past to lodging, she, Taking his hand, "O the strong hand," she said, "See! look at mine! but wilt thou tight for me, And win me this fine circlet, Pelleas, That I may love thee?" Then his helpless heart Leapt, and he cried, "Ay! wilt thou if I win?" "Ay, that will I," she answer'd, and she laugh'd, And straitly nipt the hand, and flung it from her; Then glanced askew at those three knights of hers, Till all her ladies laugh'd along with her. "O happy world," thought Pelleas, "all, meseems, Are happy; I the happiest of them all." Nor slept that night for pleasure in his blood, And green wood-ways, and eyes among the leaves; Then being on the morrow knighted, sware To love one only. And as he came away, The men who met him rounded on their heels And wonder'd after him, because his face Shone like the countenance of a priest of old Against the flame about a sacrifice Kindled by fire from heaven: so glad was he. Then Arthur made vast banquets, and strange knights From the four winds came in: and each one sat, Tho' served with choice from air, land, stream, and sea, Oft in mid-banquet measuring with his eyes Then blush'd and brake the morning of the jousts, And this was call'd "The Tournament of Youth:" Lord of the tourney. And Arthur had the jousts Then rang the shout his lady loved: the heat Of pride and glory fired her face her eye Sparkled; she caught the circlet from his lance, And there before the people crown'd herself: So for the last time she was gracious to him. Then at Caerleon for a space-her look To him who won thee glory?" And she said, But after, when her damsels and herself, Aud jest with: take him to you, keep him off, "These be the ways of ladies," Pelleas thought, "To those who love them, trials of our faith. Yea, let her prove me to the uttermost, For loyal to the uttermost am I." So made his moan; and, darkness falling, sought And this persistence turn'd her scorn to wrath. Then calling her three kuights, she charged them, "Out! And drive him from the walls." And out they came, Thereon her wrath became a hate; and once, A week beyond, while walking on the walls With her three knights, she pointed downward, "Look, He haunts me-I cannot breathe-besieges me; Down! strike him! put my hate into your strokes, And drive him from my walls." And down they went, I loved you and I deem'd you beautiful, And from the tower above him cried Ettarre, "Bind him, and bring him in." He heard her voice; Then when he came before Ettarre, the sight Yet with good cheer he spake, "Behold me, Lady, But once a day: for I have sworn my vows, Then she began to rail so bitterly, "Thou fool," she said, "I never heard his voice But long'd to break away. Unbiud him now, And thrust him out of doors; for save he be Fool to the midmost marrow of his bones, He will returu no more." And those, her three, Laugh'd, and unbound, and thrust him from the gate. And after this, a week beyond, again She call'd them, saying, "There he watches yet, I cannot brook to see your beauty marr'd And Gawain answer'd kindly tho' in scorn, She spake; and at her will they couch'd their I will be leal to thee and work thy work, spears, Three against one: and Gawain passing by, Low down beneath the shadow of those towers So Gawain, looking at the villainy done, Forbore, but in his heat and eagerness Trembled and quiver'd, as the dog, withheld A moment from the vermin that he sees Before him, shivers, ere he springs and kills. And tame thy jailing princess to thine hand. Then Pelleas lent his horse and all his arms, Saving the goodly sword, his prize, and took And Pelleas overthrew them, one to three; Then first her anger, leaving Pelleas, burn'd Art thou not he whom men call light-of-love ?" "Ay," said Gawain, "for women be so light." Up ran a score of damsels to the tower; "Avaunt," they cried, "our lady loves thee not." But Gawain lifting up his vizor said, "Gawain am I, Gawain of Arthur's court, And I have slain this Pelleas whom ye hate: Behold his horse and armor. Opeu gates, And I will make you merry." And down they ran, Her damsels. crying to their lady, “Lo! And so, leave given, straight on thro' open door Rode Gawain, whom she greeted courteously. "Dead, is it so?" she ask'd. "Ay, ay," said he, "And oft in dying cried upon your name." 'Pity on him," she answer'd, "a good knight, But never let me bide one hour at peace." "Ay," thought Gawain, "and you be fair enow: But I to your dead man have given my troth, That whom ye loathe, him will I make you love." So those three days, aimless about the land, Lost in a doubt, Pelleas wandering Waited, until the third night brought a moon With promise of large light on woods and ways. Hot was the night and silent; but a sound Of Gawain ever coming, and this layWhich Pelleas had heard sung before the Queen, And seen her sadden listening-vext his heart, And marr'd his rest-"A worm within the rose." "A rose, but one, none other rose had I, A rose, one rose, and this was wondrous fair, One rose, a rose that gladden'd earth and sky, One rose, my rose, that sweeten'd all mine airI cared not for the thorns; the thorns were there. "One rose, a rose to gather by and by, One rose, one rose, to gather and to wear, No rose but one-what other rose had I? One rose, my rose; a rose that will not dieHe dies who loves it-if the worm be there." This tender rhyme, and evermore the doubt, "Why lingers Gawain with his golden news?" So shook him that he could not rest, but rode Ere midnight to her walls, and bound his horse Hard by the gates. Wide open were the gates, And no watch kept; and in thro' these he past, And heard but his own steps, and his own heart Beating, for nothing moved but his own self, And his own shadow. Then he crost the court, And spied not any light in hall or bower, But saw the postern portal also wide Yawning; and up a slope of garden, all Of roses white and red, and brambles mixt And overgrowing them, went on, and found, Here too, all hush'd below the mellow moon, Save that one rivulet from a tiny cave Came lightening downward, and so spilt itself Among the roses, and was lost again. Then was he ware of three pavilions rear'd Above the bushes, gilden-peakt: in one, Red after revel, droned her lurdane knights To find a nest and feels a snake, he drew: And so went back, and seeing them yet in sleep Said, "Ye, that so dishallow the holy sleep, Your sleep is death," and drew the sword, and thought, "What! slay a sleeping knight? the King hath bound And sworn me to this brotherhood;" again, And forth he past, and mounting on his horse Stared at her towers that, larger than themselves In their own darkness, throng'd into the moon. Then crush'd the saddle with his thighs, and clench'd His hands, and madden'd with himself and moan'd: "Would they have risen against me in their blood At the last day? I might have answer'd them Even before high God. O towers so strong, Huge, solid, would that even while I gaze The crack of earthquake shivering to your base Split you, and Hell burst up your harlot roofs Bellowing, and charr'd you thro' and thro' within, Black as the harlot's heart-hollow as a skull ! Let the fierce east scream thro' your eyelet-holes, And whirl the dust of harlots round and round In dung and nettles! hiss, snake-I saw him thereLet the fox bark, let the wolf yell. Who yells Here in the still sweet summer night, but I— I, the poor Pelleas whom she call'd her fool? Fool, beast-he, she, or I? myself most fool; Beast too, as lacking human wit-disgraced, Dishonor'd all for trial of true loveLove?-we be all alike: only the King Hath made us fools and liars. O noble vows! O great and sane and simple race of brutes That own no lust because they have no law! For why should I have loved her to my shame? I loathe her, as I loved her to my shame. I never loved her, I but lusted for herAway-" He dash'd the rowel into his horse, And bounded forth and vanish'd thro' the night. Then she, that felt the cold touch on her throat, Awaking knew the sword, and turn'd herself To Gawain: "Liar, for thon hast not slain This Pelleas! here he stood, and might have slain Me and thyself." And he that tells the tale Says that her ever-veering fancy turn'd To Pelleas, as the one true knight on earth, And only lover; and thro' her love her life Wasted and pined, desiring him in vain. But he by wild and way, for half the night, And over hard and soft, striking the sod From out the soft, the spark from off the hard, Slumbering, and their three squires across their feet: Rode till the star above the wakening sun, In one, their malice on the placid lip Back, as a hand that pushes thro' the leaf Beside that tower where Percivale was cowl'd, Harder and drier than a fountain bed In summer: thither came the village girls He woke, and being ware of some one nigh, Sent hands upon him, as to tear him, crying, "False! I held thee as pure as Guinevere." But Percivale stood near him and repfied, "Am I but false as Guinevere is pure? Or art thou mazed with dreams? or being one Of our free-spoken Table hast not heard She ask'd of Lancelot. "Ay, my Queen," he said. A fall from him?" Then, for he answer'd not, That Lancelot "-there he check'd himself and pansed. "Or hast thou other griefs? If I, the Queen, Then fared it with Sir Pelleas as with one Who gets a wound in battle, and the sword That made it plunges thro' the wound again, And pricks it deeper; and he shrank and wail'd, "Is the Queen false?" and Percivale was mute. "Have any of our Round Table held their vows ?" And Percivale made answer not a word. "Is the King true ?" "The King!" said Percivale. "Why then let men couple at once with wolves. What! art thou mad?" But Pelleas, leaping up, Ran thro' the doors and vaulted on his horse And fled: small pity upon his horse had he, Or on himself, or any, and when he met A cripple, one that held a hand for almsHunch'd as he was, and like an old dwarf-elm That turns its back on the salt blast, the boy Paused not, but overrode him, shouting, "False, And false with Gawain!" and so left him bruised And batter'd, and fled on, and hill and wood Went ever streaming by him till the gloom, That follows on the turning of the world, Darken'd the common path: he twitch'd the reins, And made his beast, that better knew it, swerve Now off it and now on; but when he saw High up in heaven the hall that Merlin built, Blackening against the dead-green stripes of even, "Black nest of rats," he groan'd, "ye build too high." Not long thereafter from the city gates Issued Sir Lancelot riding airily, Warm with a gracious parting from the Queen, Peace at his heart, and gazing at a star And marvelling what it was: on whom the boy, Across the silent seeded meadow-grass Borne, clash'd: and Lancelot, saying, "What name hast thou That ridest here so blindly and so hard ?" "I have no name," he shouted, "a scourge am I, To lash the treasons of the Table Round." "Yea, but thy name?" "I have many names," he cried : "I am wrath and shame and hate and evil fame, And like a poisonous wind I pass to blast And blaze the crime of Lancelot and the Queen." "First over me," said Lancelot, "shalt thou pass." "Fight therefore," yell'd the other, and either knight Drew back a space, and when they closed, at once The weary steed of Pelleas floundering flung His rider, who call'd out from the dark field, "Thou art false as Hell: slay me: I have no sword." Then Lancelot, "Yea, between thy lips-and sharp; But here will I disedge it by thy death." May help them, loose thy tongue, and let me know." She quail'd; and he, hissing, "I have no sword," 'Tell thou the King and all his liars, that I Of Tristram in the jousts of yesterday, For Arthur and Sir Lancelot riding once Far down beneath a winding wall of rock Heard a child wail. A stump of oak half-dead, From roots like some black coil of carven snakes, Clutch'd at the crag, and started thro' mid-air Bearing an eagle's nest: and thro' the tree Rush'd ever a rainy wind, and thro' the wind Pierced ever a child's cry: and crag and tree Scaling, Sir Lancelot from the perilous nest, This ruby necklace thrice around her neck, And all unscarr'd from beak or talon, brought A maiden babe; which Arthur pitying took, Then gave it to his Queen to rear: the Queen But coldly acquiescing, in her white arms Received, and after loved it tenderly, And named it Nestling; so forgot herself A moment, and her cares; till that young life Being smitten in mid-heaven with mortal cold Past from her; and in time the carcanet Vext her with plaintive memories of the child: So she, delivering it to Arthur, said, "Take thou the jewels of this dead innocence, And make them, an thou wilt, a tourney-prize." To whom the King, "Pence to thine eagle-borne Dead nestling, and this honor after death, Following thy will! but, O my Queen, I muse Why ye not wear on arm, or neck, or zone Those diamonds that I rescued from the tarn, And Lancelot won, methought, for thee to wear." "Would rather you had let them fall," she cried, "Plunge and be lost-ill-fated as they were, A bitterness to me!-ye look amazed, Not knowing they were lost as soon as givenSlid from my hands, when I was leaning out Above the river-that unhappy child Past in her barge: but rosier luck will go With these rich jewels, seeing that they came Not from the skeleton of a brother-slayer, But the sweet body of a maiden babe. Perchance-who knows?-the purest of thy knights May win them for the purest of my maids." She ended, and the cry of a great joust With trumpet-blowings ran on all the ways From Camelot in among the faded fields To furthest towers; and everywhere the knights Arm'd for a day of glory before the King. But on the hither side of that loud morn Into the hall stagger'd, his visage ribb'd From ear to ear with dogwhip-weals, his nose Bridge-broken, one eye out, and one hand off, And one with shatter'd fingers dangling lame, A churl, to whom indignantly the King, "My churl, for whom Christ died, what evil beast Hath drawn his claws athwart thy face? or fiend? Man was it who marr'd heaven's image in thee thus ?" Then, sputtering thro' the hedge of splinter'd teeth, Yet strangers to the tongue, and with blunt stump Pitch-blacken'd sawing the air, said the maim'd churl, "He took them and he drave them to his towerSome hold he was a table-knight of thineA hundred goodly ones-the Red Knight, heLord, I was tending swine, and the Red Knight Brake in upon me and drave them to his tower; And when I call'd upon thy name as one That doest right by gentle and by churl, And whatsoever his own knights have sworn My knights have sworn the counter to it-and say Then Arthur turn'd to Kay, the seneschal, "Take thou my churl, and tend him curiously Like a king's heir, till all his hurts be whole. The heathen-but that ever-climbing wave, Hurl'd back again so often in empty foam, Hath lain for years at rest-and renegades, Thieves, bandits, leavings of confusion, whom The wholesome realm is purged of otherwhere, Friends, thro' your manhood and your fealty-now Make their last head like Satan in the North. My younger knights, new-made, in whom your flower Waits to be solid fruit of golden deeds, Move with me toward their quelling, which achieved, The loneliest ways are safe from shore to shore. But thou, Sir Lancelot, sitting in my place Enchair'd to-morrow, arbitrate the field; For wherefore shouldst thou care to mingle with it. Only to yield my Queen her own again? Speak, Lancelot, thou art silent: is it well?" Thereto Sir Lancelot answer'd, "It is well: Yet better if the King abide, and leave The leading of his younger knights to me. Else, for the King has will'd it, it is well." Then Arthur rose and Lancelot follow'd him, And while they stood without the doors, the King Turn'd to him saying, "Is it then so well? Or mine the blame that oft I seem as he Of whom was written, 'A sound is in his ears?' The foot that loiters, bidden go-the glance That only seems half-loyal to commandA manner somewhat fall'n from reverenceOr have I dream'd the bearing of our kuights Tells of a manhood ever less and lower? Or whence the fear lest this my realm, uprear'd, By noble deeds at one with noble vows, From flat confusion and brute violences, Reel back into the beast, and be no more ?" He spoke, and taking all his younger knights, Down the slope city rode, and sharply turn'd North by the gate. In her high bower the Queen, Working a tapestry, lifted up her head, Watch'd her lord pass, and knew not that she sigh'd. Then ran across her memory the strange rhyme Of bygone Merlin, "Where is he who knows? From the great deep to the great deep he goes." But when the morning of a tournament, By these in earnest those in mockery call'd The Tournament of the Dead Innocence, Brake with a wet wind blowing, Lancelot, Round whose sick head all night, like birds of prey, The words of Arthur flying shriek'd, arose, And down a streetway hung with folds of pure White samite, and by fountains running wine, Where children sat in white with cups of gold, Moved to the lists, and there, with slow sad steps Ascending, fill'd his double-dragon'd chair. He glanced and saw the stately galleries, Maim'd me and maul'd, and would outright have Dame, damsel, each thro' worship of their Queen slain, Save that he sware me to a message, saying, White-robed in honor of the stainless child, And some with scatter'd jewels, like a bank |