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he was neither unenlightened in his mind nor vulgar in his : babits; but enriched with general information, and possesse ed of true English principles, he was respected by the first characters, and received in the first circles.

" Infancy, without reason, cannot be supposed sensible of much deep or lasting misery, or of much ennobled and re. fined pleasure; and the days of my childhood glided away, like those of others, in the same inonotonous succession of frivolous pursuits and unvaried occupations; I was placed at a seminary, under the direction of a man alike eminent for his piety, as a divine, his erudition as a scholar, bis urbanity as a member of society, and his solicitude as a preceptor.

"Few left this truly good man without regret; even by the worst dispositions, his memory will lorg be reverencedby the rest be, will ncver be forgotten.

Taught by the cruel familiarization ibis truth, in all the changes and chances of life, through the progress of above sixty years,, how oft, with unavailing grief, have I reflected on these moments as the happiest of existence. With the brightest expectations for the future, and with anxieties then only extending to the present, overcome with the remembrance of such hours, how often have I dropped the tear, how many sighs breathed in useless regret of felicity for ever fled! and days for ever past! It is true, that at fifteen I sighed for the moment of maðbood. In possession of a youthful mind, full of the liveliest expectancies and the most exhilarating prospects, picturing to myself the pleasures of free and uncontrolled maturity, I longed to be my own adviser and my own agent. I had before me the ocean of existence unruffled, and the sky of fortune unclouded. In imagination, my projects were already crowned with the happiest results. Glowing with fancy, I beheld in the world no cares; in its inbabitants no guile.' But at one. and twenty, I soon saw, that the sea of life was not always without storm, nor the atmosphere of fortune constantly without cloud. In boyhood, I had found among my companions firm friends or undisguised enemies; and in riper years, I naturally expected to have found amity more faithful and hostility more generous: but, on the contrary, I soon perceived that in friendship there was less fidelity, and in en-, mity more rancour; and I now experienced for the first time of my existence, that the former was not unfrequently assumed, nor the latter rarely disguised, till either interested motives discovered the pretences of the one, or opportunities of injury declared the dissimulation of the other. My ear listened to the voice of love; and I learnt that this also

was neither a stranger to simulation nor insensible to sell interest.

“In the world I had fondly imagined to have seen worth properly appreciated and meritorious exertions fairly rewarded-to have beheld baseness reprobated and dishonourable conduct meet with execration, To my surprise, however, I soon saw that, in the general estimation, opu. lence could exalt vice and penury degrade virtųe; that sycophants were not wanting to exculpate the villanies of the one, nor calumniators to asperse the other; but what was my astonishment when I beheld the professors of upright and sincere principles shrinking from the virtuous because obscure, and cringing to the

base because prosperous. “ Chilled by neglect and hardened by disappointment, disregarded and disregarding, I proposed by domestic life to make myself at once more independent of the world and more happy. Thus at thirty I became a husband; but I soon found, that if by marriage I had improved my felicity, I bad at the same time increased my cares, Sickness and confined resources with a wife and five children were not to be supposed without anxiety; whilst death that robbed me of some, and calamity that divided me from the rest, were events the recollection of which reason could alone soften and years alone reconcile. To age, therefore, as a state re. signed by experience and matured by judgment, I naturally looked forward, with the benevolent author of Spurinna and the sage Cicero, for the repose of life and the cessation of anxiety. But at sixty-six I find myself visited with infirmi, ties, gloomy in my thoughts, morc irritable in my disposition, and, consequently, less agreeable to those around

“ Thus infancy destitute of reason and devoid of sensibi. lity; puberty met with disappointment; and feebleness both of frame and intellect attendant on senility ; the period of existence included between childhood and maturity, undeceived and undeceiving, replete with hope and unaccompanied with vexation, is a state, therefore, the most enviable, as the most felicitous.

“ Youth! could you but know the cares of more advanced years, the self-inflicted stings of vicious courses, or the de. feat of honest enterprize; could you but feel the coldness of the world and the ingratitude of man, the faithlessness of professed friendships and the infidelities of interested affections, the vicissitudes of fortune, the bitterness of indigence and the responsibility of riches, the pangs of disease and the imbecility of age ; could you but feel these, How would


you appreciate your condition ! vigorous in mind and strong in constitution ; glowing with health and abounding in spirits ; if under some restraint, yet all innocent and without inquies tude; in action more confined, but in conscicnce more free, Could you be sensible that opulence with all its profusion, and title with all its pomp, damped' by pride and disa turbed by envy, were little better than gilded peril and glossed anxiety, how would you reprobate the moment when you repined at life like yours. Could you experience, with myself, that the blandishment of riper years were more than overbalanced by the perplexities ; how soon would you repent the change, and fly to a condition which, crowned with a thousand joys, is acquainted with no deceit, and attended with no solicitude."


Slow rose the moon above the ocean's spray,
And upward held through Heav'n her peerless way,
As clad in stateliness and virgin grace,
Full orb’d, commenc'd her bright nocturnal race ;
As pendant borne aloft she rode secure,
Star crested, floating through the ether pare.
And now the vast majestic domé displays
A splendour lucid as the vestal's blaze,
That erst of yore, the sacred temple's fame,
Burnt unconsum'd an over-living flame;
So the soft brilliance of the Moon-lit night,
Sbone out one.clear expansive sheet of light,
Which from the deep below reflected glows,
A twin-born lustre in the wave's repose.

O'er sleeping billows wide her light had spread
A silver mantle, while their dark green bed
With glist’ning surface laving to the breeze,
Bore the tall vessel o'er the mirror'd seas.

'Twas broad Atlantic's bosom seen afar,
Where faintly beaming sank the ev'nin g star,
To where the Moon had thrown her orient ray
Aslant and glowing through the twilight grey;
Whose dubious haziness bad ta'en its flight
To realms uacheer'd by her refulgent light,


No longer now the mist's of eve had rivent
From mortal sight the sparkling spheres of Heaven z
Fór twinkling ʼmid the firmament on high,
They pour'd their transient radiance round the sky
Save those of lesser orb and glimm'rings pale,
That roll eclips'd when Luna's beams prevaila
All, all was silent, undisturb’d, serene,
Fit' homage due to nature's matchless queen,
Nor dim'd by darker clouds, the lovely scene,
The' here and there some fleecy vapours few,
Athwart the vaulted deeply-tinted blue,
Whose thistle downy, edges fleeting bote
The beauteous dyes her sov'reign vesture wore.
And thus the bark, with ev'ry sail anford,
Pursued her course along the liquid world ;
To absence destin'd from her native shore,

And all the wonders of the main explore;
To visit lands where frowns the ice-bound Pole,
Her crew's best hope, their wish'd-for, final goal.

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Before her sweeping bow were sportive seen
The dolphins, dacting, throngh the wavy green,
Whose fountains whirl'd aloft, the shining tides,
And in wild frolic lav'd her swelling sides.
Now.diving deep below, they wanton roam,
Among the weeded caves, then, upward come,
In eddying whirlpools, whiten do'er with foam,
Then on the boiling surface blithsome steer,
And round the vessel track their gay, carpor:
Now rode on high the tropic-belted Moon,
As near approach'd her pensive featur'd noon,
While by her splendour chas?d to western skies,
Night's prostrate gloom in shadowy prospect lies ;
Full from the South up springs a freshining gale,
What time the midnight watch, with jocund tale,
To catch the breeze trims ev'ry op’ning sail,
Then fleeter scuds the bark, and cuts in twain
The undulating surges of the main,

The Amusing Ohronicle is published at No. 6, Gilbert's Passage, Portugal Street, and served at the houses of the subscribers, in the same natuer as newspapers and magazines.


G. Stobbs, Printer, Catherige Street, Strand.

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