"Ah, Miss Lesly," he began, hurriedly, "can you ever look upon me again without shuddering? I, who have been the cause of this dreadful, desolating blow. Is it possible you can ever forgive me? but I know you can; were I the vilest person on this earth you would forgive me, if I asked it, but never will you look on me without lamenting the horrid scene I shall always recall. Yet, I must hear your forgiveness, and oh! if you could know what I have suffered, in these few last wretched hours, you would pity me."

"I should not do you justice, Captain Clair," replied Mabel, trying to speak steadily, "if I did not pity the pain you must feel in having been the most unwilling cause of such an accident; but you must not forget that it was unintentional: and I forgive you, from my heart, for any share you may have had in this unhappy accident."

They tell me," said he, shuddering, "that she never can be quite well again. Oh !" cried

he, throwing himself on his chair and groaning heavily, that I should have lived to be such a curse."

"You are but the instrument in a Hand mightier than your own," replied Mabel.

"Few punishments can be so great," replied Clair, bitterly, "as to be chosen for the instrument of justice. It is only the worst soldier in the army that is forced to inflict death on his condemned brother. You will hate the instrument that has been raised to afflict ?" you

"Should I not then be rebellious against the Hand that raised it?" replied Mabel. "But, for my sake and your own, command your

feelings. I dare not force me to do so.

fered I must not ask

think, yet, and you would Why this has been suf

now, for my faith may be

too small for argument, while grief has almost robbed me of my senses. But I can see that you may have been made the unwilling cause, possibly that you may think. Do not

forget the merit of suffering, for, if it chastens, it often purifies the heart; and do not let poor Amy's health and hopes in life be offered up for nothing, for there is a nobler self within you, which sorrow for our loss may call forth--shake off all that sullies your character-all its littleness or frivolity-and be yourself. Devote your life to some higher purpose, and to nobler aims-go forth to the world again, a blessing to those around you-and then," said she, sinking her voice as her eye lost its brilliant fire," and then Amy, on her sick bed, will feel that her loss has been your advantage."

Clair almost held his breath while she spoke, and then exclaimed, with a soldier's energy, as his eye seemed to have caught the fire which had died in hers,

"I will, I will! You have doubly forgiven, for you have bestowed thoughts which inspire me with hope. You," said he, as he respectfully raised her hand to his lips, "y ou

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have more than forgiven, and I bless you from my very soul."

Mabel gently withdrew her hand, and, excusing herself from staying longer, left him to indulge the new reflections which her words had awakened.

CHAPTER XII.

In the service of mankind to be
A guardian god below; still to employ
The mind's brave ardour in heroic arms,

Such as may raise us o'er the grovelling herd
And make us shine for ever-that is life.

THOMPSON.

It was with increasing uneasiness, that Mabel perceived the effects of their common grief on the weakened constitution of her mother. Mrs. Lesly, at first, insisted on being constantly with her sick child, but day by day her cheek became more pale, and her low hollow cough more