Where from this Gothic casement’s beight, We view'd the lake, the park, the dell ; And still, though tears obstruct our sight, We lingering look a last farewell. O’er fields through which we used to run, And spend the hours in childish play ; O'er shades where, when our race was done Reposing on my breast you lay ; Whilst I, admiring, too remiss, Forgot to scare the hovering flies, Yet envied every fly the kiss It dared to give your slumbering eyes : See still the little painted bark, In which I row'd you o'er the lake; See there, high waving o'er the park, The elm I clamber'd for your sake. These times are past–our joys are gone, You leave me, leave this happy vale ; These scenes I must rytrace alone : Without thee, what will they avail ? Who can conceive, who has not proved, The anguish of a last embrace ? When, torn from all you fondly loved, You bid a long adieu to peace. For this these tears our cheeks bedew; TO M. S. G. WHENE'ER I view those lips of thine, Their hue invites my fervent kiss ; Yet I forego that bliss divine, Alas! it were unhallow'd bliss. Whene'er I dream of that pure breast, How could I dwell upon its snows ! Yet is the daring wish repress'd ; For that would banish its repose. A glance from thy soul-searching eye čan raise with hope, depress with fear : Yet I conceal my love, and why? I would not force a painful tear. Hast seen my ardent flame too well; To make thy bosom's heaven a hell? No! for thou never canst be mine, United by the priest's decree : By any ties but those divine, Mine, my beloved, thou ne'er shalt be. Then let the secret fire consume, Let it consume, thou shalt not know : With joy I court a certain doom, Rather than spread its guilty glow. I will not ease my tortured heart, By driving dove-eyed peace from thine ; Rather than such a sting impart, Each thought presumptuous I resign. Yes ! yield those lips for which I'd brave More than I here shall dare to tell; I bid thee now a last farewell. And hope no more thy soft embrace ; All, all reproach-but thy disgrace. At least from guilt shalt thou be free, No matron shall thy shame reprove Though cureless pangs may prey on me, No martyr shalt thou be to love. TO CAROLINE. THINK'ST thou I saw thy beauteous eyes, Suffused in tears, implore to stay; And heard unmoved thy plenteous sighs, Which said far more than words can say? Though keen the grief thy tears express'd, When love and hope lay both o'erthrown ; Yet still, my girl, this bleeding breast Throbb’d with deep sorrow as thine own. But when our cheeks with anguish glow'd, When thy sweet lips were join'd to mine, The tears that from my eyelids flow'd Were lost in those which fell from thino. Thou couldst not feel my burning cheek, Thy gushing tears had quench'd its fla' And as thy tongue essay'd to speak, In sighs alone it breathed iny name. And yet, my girl, we weep in vain, In vain our fate in sighs deplore ; Remembrance only can remain, But that will make us weep the more. Again, thou best beloved, adieu : Ah ! if thou canst, o'ercome regret ; Our only hope is to forget! TO CAROLINE. WAEN I hear you express an affection so warm, Ne'er think, my beloved, that I do not believe ; For your lip would the soul of suspicion disarm, And your eye beams a ray which can never deceive. That love, like the leaf, must fall into the sear; Contemplates the scenes of her youth with a tear. Their auburn, those locks must wave thin to the breeze, When a few silver hairs of those tresses remaining, Prove nature a prey to decay and disease. 'Tis this, my beloved, which spreads gloom o'er my features Though I ne'er shall presume to arraign the decree Which God has proclaim'd as the fate of His creatures, In the death which one day will deprive you of me. Mistake not, sweet sceptic, the cause of emotion, No doubt can the mind of your lover invade; A smile can enchant, or a tear can dissuade. And our breasts, which alive with such sympathy glow, When calling the dead, in earth’s bosom laid low. Which from passion like ours may unceasingly flow : And quaff the contents as our nectar below. 1&* TO CAROLINE. OH! when shall the grave hide for ever my sorrows ! Oh! when shall my soul wing her flight from this clay! The present is hell, and the coming to-morrow But brings, with new torture, the curse of to-day. From my eye flows no tear, from my lips flow no curses, I blast not the fiends who have hurl'd me from bliss : For poor is the soul which bewailing rehearses Its querulous grief, when in anguish like this. Was my eye, 'stead of tears, with red fury-flakes bright'ning, Would my lips breathe a flame which no stream could assuage, On our foes should my glance launch in vengeance its lightning, With transport my tongue give a loose to its rage. But now tears and curses, alike unavailing, Would add to the souls of our tyrants delight; Could they view us our sad separation bewailing, Their merciless hearts would rejoice at the sight. Yet still, though we bend with a feign'd resignation, Life beams not for us with one ray that can cheer, In the grave is our hope, for in life is our tear. Since, in life, love and friendship for ever are fled ? Perhaps they will leave unmolested the duad. 1805. STANZAS TO A LADY. WITH THE POEMS OF CAMOENS. THIS votive pledge of fond esteem, Perhaps, dear girl ! for me thou'lt prize ; A theme we never can despise. The old and disappointed maid ; In single sorrow doom'd to fade? For thou wilt ne'er be one of those ; In pity for the poet's woes. His was no taint, fictitious flame : But not thy hapless fate the same. THE FIRST KISS OF LOVE. “A Βάρβιτος δε χορδαίς "Ep'uta poūvov nxet.-ANACREOS. Those tissues of falsehood which folly has wove! Or the rapture which dwells on the first kiss of love Ye rhymers, whose bosoms with phantasy glow, Whose pastoral passions are made for the grove ; From what blest inspiration your sonnets would flow, Could you ever have tasted the first kiss of love! Or the Nine be disposed from your service to rove, And try the effect of the first kiss of love! Though prudes may condemn me, and bigots reprove, I court the effusions that spring from the heart Which throbs with delight to the first kiss of love ! Perhaps may amuse, yet they never can move. What are visions like these to the first kiss of love ? From Adam till now, has with wretchedness strove : Some portion of paradise still is on earth, And Eden revives in the first kiss of love. When age chills the blood, when our pleasures are past, For years fleet away with the wings of the dove, The dearest remembrance will still be the last, Our sweetest memorial the first kiss of love. ON A CHANGE OF MASTERS AT A GREAT PUBLIC SCHOOL. WHERE are those honours, Ida ! once your own, July, 1806 |