Nor need'st thou doubt this speech from cue * * * "I loved her, Friar! nay, adored- A stain its steel can never lose : It warm'd the heart of one abhorr❜d : Nay, start not-no-nor bend thy knee, Nor midst my sins such act record; Thou wilt absolve me from the deed, For he was hostile to thy creedThe very name of Nazarene Was wornwood to his Paynim spleen. Ungrateful fool! since but for brands Well wielded in some hardy hands, And wounds by Galileans given, The surest pass to Turkish heaven, For him his Houris still might wait Impatient at the Prophet's gate. I loved her-love will find its way Through paths where wolves would fear to pray ; And if it dares enough, 'twere hard If passion met not some rewardNo matter how, or where, or why, I did not vainly seek, nor sigh: Yet sometimes, with remorse, in vain I wish she had not loved again. She died-I dare not tell thee how ; But look-'tis written on my brow! There read of Cain the curse and crime, In characters unworn by time: Still, ere thou dost condemn me, pause; Not mine the act, though I the cause. Yet did he but what I had done, Had she been false to more than one. Faithless to him, he gave the blow; But true to me, I laid him low: Howe'er deserved her doom might be, Her treachery was truth to me; To me she gave her heart, that all Which tyranny can ne'er enthral; And I, alas! too late to save! Yet all I then could give, I gave"Twas some relief-our foe a grave. His death sits lightly; but her fate Has made me--what thou well mayst hate His doom was seal'd-he knew it well, As filed the troop to where they fell! * * * * "The cold in clime are cold in blood, This superstition of a second-hearing (for I never met with downright second-sight in the East) fell once under my own observation. On my third journey to Cape Colonna, early in 1811, as we passed through the defile that leads from the hamlet between Keratia and Colonna, I observed Dervish Tahiri riding rather out of the path, and leaning his head upon his hand, as if in pain. I rode up and inquired. "We are in peril," he answered. "What peril? we are not now in Albania, nor in the passes to Ephesus, Messalunghi, or Lepanto; there are plenty of us, well armed, and the Choriates have not courage to be thieves."-" True, Affendi, but nevertheless the shot is ringing in my ears."-"The shot! not a tophaike has been fired this morning."-" I hear it, notwithstanding-Bom-Bom-as plainly as I hear your voice."-" Psha !"-" As you please, Affendi; if it is written, so will it be."-I left this quick-eared predestinarian, and rode up to Basili, his Christian compatriot, whose ears, though not at all prophetic, by no means reli ed the intelligence. We all Colonna, remained some hours, and returned leisurely, saying a variety of brilliant things, in more languages than spoiled the building of Babel, upon the mistaken seer. Romaic, Arnaut, Turkish, Italian, and English were all exercised, in various conceits, upon the unfortunate Mussulman. While we were contemplating the beautiful prospect, Dervish was occupied about the columia I thought he was deranged into an antiquarian, and asked him if he had become a "Palac-castro" man? "No," said he, "but these pillars will be useful in making a stand;" and added other remarks, which at least evinced his own belief in his troublesome faculty of fore-hearing. On our return to Athens we heard from Leoné (a prisoner set ashore some days after) of the intended attack of the Mainotes, mentioned, with the cause of its not taking place, in the notes to "Childe Harold," Canto II. I was at some pains to question the man, and he described the dresses, arms, and marks of the horses of our party so accurately, that, with other circumstances, we could not doubt of his being in "villanous company," and ourselves in a bad neighbourhood. Dervish became a soothsayer for life, and I dare say he is now hearing more musketry than ever will be fired, to the great refreshment of the Arnauts of Berat, and his native mountains.-I shall mention one trait more of this singular race. In March, 1811, a remarkably stout and active Arnaut came (I believe the fiftieth on the same errand) to offer himself as an attendant, which was declined. "Well, Affendi," quoth he, "may you live!-you would have found me useful. I shall leave the town for the hills to-morrow; in the winter I return, perhaps you will then receive me."- Dervish, who was present, remarked as a thing of course, and of no consequence," in the mean time, he will join the Klephtes" (robbers), which was true to the letter. If not cut off, they come down in the winter, and pass it unmolested in some town, where they are often as well known their exploits. But mine was like the lava flood That boils in Etna's breast of flame. I die-but first, I have possess'd, "Yes, Love indeed is light from heaven; To lift from earth our low desire. That quench'd, what beam shall break my night! This present joy, this future hope, N In madness do those fearful deels That seem to add but guilt to woe? Alas! the breast that inly bleeds Hath nought to dread from outward blow And this too was I born to bear! But deem such feeble, heartless man, "And she was lost-and yet I breathed, And stung my every thought to strife. Think me not thankless-but this grief "In earlier days, and calmer hours, When heart with heart delights to blend, Though souls absorb'd like mine allow And I have smiled-I then could smile- And warn-I reck'd not what-the while : And he will start to hear their truth, Through many a busy bitter scene • The monk's sermon is omitted. It seems to have had so little effect upon the patient, that it could have no hopes from the reader. It may be sufficient to say, that it was of a customary length (as may be perceived from the interruptions and uneasiness of the penitent), and was delivered in the nasal tone of all orthodox preachers.-B. |